My Dear Child,I see your struggles. I feel your pain. I know you get angry with me for not taking the illness away. I know how much it hurts when you the world rejects you and turns away from you because of your circumstances. My Son went through the same thing. When you feel alone, know that you are never alone. All you have to do is ask, and I will hold your hand and walk with you. When you need me, I will carry you. Come to me and I will dry your tears and ease your pain. I will lighten your load, if only you let me.
My child, you cannot fix everything, it is not your job. You cannot will things away. I am here for that too.
Please remember, that I made each one of my children exactly as I intended. I love you and accept you the way you are. I just wait for you to ask me to help. I know your every thought and desire; I know your heart. I have a perfect plan for you and though it may not look like your own, it is a much better one. I can see things that you cannot, and I know things that you may never know. It is okay to question me, but please trust me! I am your Father and I will not let you down. You can lean on me and depend on me.
Yes, child, you have your work to do. I see how hard you try and that is important. I can help you to become the best and get the farthest if only you believe. Know that when I let you go through the valleys it is to teach you, to foster your growth and to build your strength. I know what is best for you.
My child, do not be ashamed, for you are a child of God. You are mine and you are loved by the most High. I will always be here and I will always love you with the Agape love that you will not find anywhere else; so rest in me.
With love from your Heavenly Father,
God
